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Spiritual Maintenance: Small Choices, Daily Practice

by Minister Gordon Street

As I approach 38 years of sobriety, one lesson from Alcoholics Anonymous continues to guide me: my spiritual life needs daily attention. The years have given me experience, but I still need to practice what helps me live well today. I need honesty when I would rather avoid something, humility when I need help, and willingness to release what I cannot control. Recovery has taught me that spiritual growth happens in the choices I make throughout an ordinary day.

These practices have something to offer everyone. Honesty asks, “What am I feeling, and what am I avoiding?” Humility asks, “Where do I need help?” Surrender asks, “What am I trying to control that isn’t mine to control?” Accountability invites us to acknowledge and repair harm. Connection makes room to listen—to God, another person, or our own conscience. Service asks what we can offer without needing recognition. We can bring these questions into our homes, congregations, workplaces, and communities.

Recovery Spirituality in Action is my ministry of presence, listening, and love. I help people connect or reconnect with the God of their understanding and put spiritual principles into practice in everyday life. For me, spiritual maintenance is a way of responding to unconditional love and freely given grace. We keep learning, asking for help, and returning to what sustains us. Whatever your spiritual path, I invite you to begin with one question: What needs my attention today? If you would like to explore these practices together, I welcome you to reach out.

Gloria Steinem Goes to Seminary

by Dr. Kristina Campbell

The year was 1971, and there were four women at United Theological Seminary of the Twin Cities:  one in the graduating class, one in the class ahead of us, and two in our class.  Gloria Steinem was talking about outrageous acts and everyday rebellions, and the religious community was about to experience both. 

Church ladies had a long history in the worship community, and were designated to roles of potluck cooking, rummage sales, maybe singing in the choir, and above all, supporting their husbands—especially if their husbands were pastors. 

Then along came a voice like Gloria Steinem.  She was no slouch having graduated Phi Beta Kappa from Smith College, and educated about nonviolent protest and grassroots activism while living in India.  Many of us were both astounded and delighted to read about the emergence of second wave feminism presented in Ms. Magazine, and we were ready to put some of Gloria’s ideas into action. 

I decided to start a Consciousness Raising Group at United.  Because there were so few women students, the group was open to seminary employees, wives of students and wives of faculty.  There was representation of all aspects of the seminary community.  We met weekly and shared our hopes and dreams, our wounds, and our life stories.  We wanted the seminary community to make some changes.  We requested time to speak at a faculty meeting.  Words cannot express the shock and surprise on the faculty faces when they were confronted not only with students and employees, but with their own wives!  We wanted a women’s bathroom (there was none) with a Tampax machine (how outrageous!).  Student wives wanted to make it clear that they were not to be viewed as free church labor.  Faculty wives wanted to drop the role of “Mrs.” and be viewed as full human beings…not simply as appendages.  We wanted female professors (there were none), and we wanted to read and study female theologians.  Most of all, we wanted to be heard. 

It is said that Gloria Steinem’s greatest skill was making people feel seen and heard.  This is a critical pastoral skill.  She also wanted people to feel free to be their truest selves, and this is essential to a calling to ministry.  Gloria’s final book is entitled The Truth Will Set You Free But First It Will Piss You Off, and that is an apt description of the Gospel. 

I continue to be inspired by Gloria Steinem, and now adhere to her philosophy of aging:  “My role as an older person is to remind us how far we have come, and with age comes the responsibility to keep learning.”  And learn we will. 

From the bottom of my heart, I thank you Gloria Steinem.  Well done, good and faithful servant, well done. 

Good Grief! You’ve Changed!

by Rev. Paul Whitlock, Senior Pastor, The Church of the Palms UCC

You likely remember the exact moment the world shifted—the devastating phone call, the quiet hospital room, the empty chair at dinner, or the text you dreaded ever receiving. It is the overwhelming silence that hits when a person who defined your daily life suddenly exists only in your memory. It’s a common story at The Palms.

Most people view grief as a purely emotional arc: you weep, you ache, you miss them, and eventually, time mends the heart. Neuroscience, however, reveals a far more complex biological reality. Deep loss doesn’t just trigger sadness; it fundamentally alters your brain’s structure and function. It reshapes your memories, skews your perception of time, shifts your identity, and rewires how you forecast the future. You aren’t just mourning a person— your brain is forcibly attempting to construct a new reality where they no longer exist, permanently altering who you are in the process.

Psychologists refer to one of grief’s most painful aspects as the “continuing bond.” While your logical mind understands they are gone, your emotional brain has not updated its map of reality. You still reflexively reach for your phone to text them or expect to hear their voice when good news breaks.

This happens because the brain builds loved ones directly into its internal prediction network. Over time, your brain learns:

  • When I need support, I go to them.
  • When something exciting happens, I share it with them.
  • When life is difficult, they are my anchor.

They become built into your brain’s core emotional architecture. When they disappear, your neural network experiences a systemic failure—the world your brain constantly prepares for no longer exists.

Grief is far more than an abstract feeling. Neuroimaging reveals that the pain of social rejection and profound loss activates the same brain regions as physical injury. This is why grieving individuals frequently experience phantom physical symptoms:

  • Deep body aches and chronic pain
  • Persistent exhaustion and lethargy
  • Severe brain fog and inability to focus
  • A disorienting loss of self

In a literal sense, your brain is treating loss as a physical trauma, desperately trying to adapt to an unrecognizable environment.

After a loss, memories often become hyper-vivid. You might suddenly recall the exact cadence of their laugh, their subtle habits, or mundane moments that now feel invaluable.

This occurs because the hippocampus—the brain’s memory hub—works alongside emotional centers to preserve connections to vital people. The deeper the bond, the stronger the underlying neural pathways. Losing someone close doesn’t feel like losing information; it feels like losing a piece of your personal history, because part of your brain’s timeline was built directly around them.

When a loved one dies, you don’t just lose them—you lose the specific version of yourself that existed alongside them. Relationships don’t just link two people; they form distinct identities. You manifest differently with a childhood friend than with a colleague or parent.

When a key relationship ends, your brain must reorganize its fundamental sense of self.

Psychologists call this “identity reconstruction.” You are not just learning to navigate life without someone; you are discovering who you are in their absence.

Prolonged grief isn’t a sign of weakness; it is a sign of a brain struggling to reconcile two conflicting realities. Your emotional brain insists, “They belong here,” while your logical brain counters, “They are gone.” Running these two competing versions of reality simultaneously creates intense psychological distress, forcing the brain to confront this gap at every trigger.

Many fear moving forward because they equate healing with forgetting. But the brain doesn’t erase meaningful bonds—it evolves them. Over time, the connection shifts from an external presence to an internal blueprint. Their wisdom influences your choices, their humor shapes your perspective, and their voice becomes part of your inner compass.

While tragedy should never be romanticized, neuroscientists recognize a phenomenon known as post-traumatic growth. Following profound loss, the brain can gradually build new pathways rooted in:

  • Heightened empathy and compassion
  • Richer emotional awareness
  • Realigned personal priorities
  • Deeper gratitude for life and remaining relationships

You cannot return to who you were before the loss, because that version of you belonged to a world where they were still here. The true path of grief isn’t about moving on—it is about moving forward as someone new, carrying the love, the memories, and the transformation with you. On your journey, this new adventure, we walk with you at The Palms.

Shalom, Paul

Thank you, Dolly.

by Dr. Kristina Campbell

Saints sometimes appear in unlikely places, and flags are flying at half-staff to honor a saint of my generation.  Dolly Parton was uniquely created, uniquely gifted and uniquely full of life and generosity.

In a world that screams out for humility, Dolly was the incarnation of a humble heart.  She never forgot her roots in an impoverished hardscrabble Tennessee home where she was the fourth of twelve children.  God’s gift of music appeared early in her life, and Dolly sang before she could play an instrument.  Her songs were filled with gratitude, love and a generous heart.  Every song Dolly sang felt like a hymn.

Dolly was the definition of authenticity, and confidently showed up in her cotton candy hair, never trying to diminish her southern twang.  She was the real deal, and made a real contribution to the world around her.  She was a symbol of self-acceptance and grace, musically encouraging others to be the same.  One of her guiding values was honesty.

Dolly’s faith was strong and personal.  She approached her faith with a humble heart saying, “I have a lot of love to give.  I take my work very serious but I don’t take myself serious.”

Married for 59 years, Dolly protected the private and sacred relationship of her marriage.  Her husband, Carl Dean was rarely, if ever, seen in public, but he was Dolly’s biggest fan.  Dolly understood that some relationships are private and are to be held very close to the heart.

Dolly’s faith was at the core of her being, and she often spoke of growing up in a very open-hearted, faith-based family where she was taught to love and be accepting, and to give more than you receive.  The essence of Dolly’s faith is expressed in this quote:  “Whether you believe in God or not, you need to be grounded; you need to believe in something greater than yourself.  We grew up thinking that other people are just as important as we are.”  Dolly acted out these beliefs by embracing all people with a welcoming heart.

While exhibiting her posture of acceptance, Dolly radiated joy, and she approached life with a spirit of fun.  Dolly believed that to be a true Christian, our hearts have to be open to everyone.  She made a joyful noise.

Dolly’s generosity was apparent in all aspects of her life, but her special passion was the Imagination Library.  This program mailed a book each month to children in 42 states and Canada.  Dolly’s father was unable to read, and Dolly viewed this as a crippling aspect of his life.  Dolly herself read approximately fifty books a year.

So thank you, Dolly for giving us an authentic life well lived.  Thank you for your authenticity, your humility, your faith in action, your joie de vivre, your cotton candy hair.  There is probably some toe tapping going on in heaven, and a lot of angels singing “We Will Always Love You.”

You Do Not Have to Prove Your Worth

by Gordon Street, Commissioned Minister for Reimagining and Connecting with the God of One’s Own Understanding

Grace does not ask us to prove our worth—it invites us to receive Love and take the next faithful step.

For much of my life, I believed I had something to prove.

I felt the need to prove that I was worthy, that my life mattered, that my recovery was real, and that my calling to ministry was legitimate. Even after becoming a commissioned minister, I sometimes found myself looking for reassurance that my voice and the ministry I offered had value.

Over time, recovery and faith have taught me something different: God never asked me to prove my worth. Grace had already declared that I mattered.

That truth did not come to me all at once. It unfolded gradually through many years of recovery, spiritual growth, discernment, and learning to trust the God I experienced. It came through the people who walked beside me, the communities that welcomed me, and the quiet moments when I sensed a Presence holding my hand and inviting me forward.

I am learning that faith is not always about knowing exactly where we are going. Sometimes faith simply means trusting the Presence that goes with us and taking the next faithful step.

That step may be small. It may be asking for help, telling the truth, letting go of something we cannot control, or simply showing up when we would rather withdraw. We may not feel courageous when we take it. Yet courage is not the absence of fear. Sometimes courage is moving forward while fear is still walking beside us.

This understanding has become central to my ministry, Recovery Spirituality in Action. I often encounter people who feel distant from the church or uncomfortable with traditional religious language. Some carry wounds from religious communities. Others question whether they believe the “right” things or know enough about the Bible to begin a spiritual journey.

My message to them is simple: You do not have to understand God fully before you can begin experiencing God. Start where you are. Speak honestly. Remain willing. Allow the relationship to unfold.

There are many people around us carrying burdens we cannot see. They are weary from trying to meet expectations, appear strong, or prove that they belong. Some may even enter our churches wondering whether they will be accepted before they have said a word.

Perhaps our ministry is not to give weary people one more standard to meet. Perhaps it is to remind them that they matter, that grace is already reaching toward them, and that the next faithful step is enough for today.

The church can become a companion for weary hearts—a place where people do not have to pretend that everything is well before they are welcomed. It can be a place where they are reminded that God is present even when life feels uncertain or overwhelming.

I no longer want to spend my energy trying to prove my calling. I simply want to live it:

Show up.
Offer what is mine to offer.
Trust God with what happens next.

Maybe that invitation is not only for ministers. Perhaps it is for all of us.

We can stop trying to prove that we deserve Love and begin receiving the grace that has been surrounding us all along. We can rest in God’s presence, listen for the Spirit’s gentle movement, and take the next faithful step.

For today, that is enough.

Listening for Similarities: Where Recovery and the Gospel Meet

By Minister Gordon Street, Commissioned Minister, Southwest Conference, United Church of Christ

One of the greatest gifts recovery has given me is a simple spiritual practice:

Listen for similarities, not differences.

It sounds simple, but it has transformed both my recovery and my ministry.

Whether I’m sitting in a recovery meeting, sharing coffee with someone exploring faith, worshiping with a congregation, or talking with someone whose theology is very different from my own, I try to begin with one question:

What experience is this person describing?

Recovery has taught me that people often use different language to describe remarkably similar spiritual experiences.

One person speaks of “being washed in the blood of Jesus.”

Another describes a “spiritual awakening.”

Someone else talks about finding peace after years of anxiety.

Another simply says, “I finally realized I wasn’t alone.”

Different words.

Often, the same experience.

As followers of Christ, we sometimes spend so much energy defining our theological differences that we overlook the work God is already doing in another person’s life.

Jesus rarely began with arguments. He began with people.

He met fishermen where they worked. He shared meals with tax collectors. He welcomed those society pushed aside. Before he changed lives, he built relationships.

That has become a model for my own ministry.

As a person in long-term recovery, I have discovered that the Twelve Steps and the teachings of Jesus are not identical. They come from different histories and serve different purposes.

Yet I believe they often lead us toward many of the same spiritual destination.

Both invite us to practice honesty.

Both call us toward humility.

Both encourage surrender instead of self-sufficiency.

Both teach forgiveness, reconciliation, compassion, service, and hope.

Both remind us that transformation is possible.

The Apostle Paul writes that “the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.” (Galatians 5:22–23)

When I see those qualities growing in someone’s life, I see evidence of God’s Spirit at work.

That is why one sentence has become central to my ministry:

God is an experience, not an idea.

Recovery has taught me that healing begins when we stop trying to win arguments and start listening for the places where our stories meet.

Perhaps that is one of the invitations of the Gospel as well.

Not to erase our differences.

But to begin with the common ground where God’s grace is already at work.

An Invitation

If this reflection resonates with you—or raises questions about recovery, spirituality, or the life of faith—I would love to continue the conversation.

One of the greatest privileges of my ministry is simply listening to people’s stories. Whether over coffee, on Zoom, or by phone, I’d be honored to hear yours.

We don’t have to agree on everything to discover the common ground where hope begins.

Minister Gordon Street, Recovery Spirituality in Action

There are two ways to look at a 250-year-old entity.

by Rev. Paul A. Whitlock

I have a confession to make, and if you’ve been around me for any length of time, it won’t come as a shock: I am still that nerdy, slightly sarcastic pastor who is utterly obsessed with the details. I’m the guy who wants to look past the Cliff Notes version of history, scratch beneath the surface, and figure out what is actually going on.

And this July 4th weekend, the details are staggering.

The Fourth of July isn’t just any Fourth of July. We have officially crossed the threshold into the year 2026. Our nation celebrated its Semiquincentennial—a terrifyingly long word to spell or pronounce that simply means America is exactly 250 years old.

Two and a half centuries.

Now, if you tune into the television or scroll through social media this weekend, you are going to see a lot of grand celebrations. You’re going to see multi-million-dollar firework spectacles, endless parades, and politicians of every stripe wrapping themselves in the flag, telling us exactly what patriotism is supposed to look like.

For many progressive people of faith, a weekend like this can stir up some pretty complicated feelings.

We are often told by the louder voices in our culture that patriotism means blind allegiance. We are told it means uncritical praise. We are told that to love your country means you have to nod along, smile, and pretend that everything is—and always has been—perfectly fine.

But if you remember, our national anthem doesn’t end with an exclamation point. The song ends with a question mark: “O say does that star-spangled banner yet wave, o’er the land of the free and the home of the brave?”

It’s an ongoing interrogation. And true patriotism doesn’t require us to ignore our history. It demands that we face it.

As we stand today, looking back at 250 years of this grand experiment called America, we have to ask ourselves: What kind of nation are we celebrating?

There are two ways to look at a 250-year-old entity. You can treat it like a monument, or you can treat it like a living tree.

A monument is made of granite or marble. It’s beautiful, it’s grand, and it’s completely dead. It never changes. It doesn’t grow. It doesn’t adapt.

If a monument cracks, you don’t heal it; you just patch the stone. The purpose of a monument is to look backward, to freeze a single moment in time and worship it.

A lot of the patriotism we see on display today is monument-worship. It’s an insistence that the ink dried in 1776, the story is finished, and our only job is to guard the stone.

But our faith calls us to something entirely different. Our faith calls us to look at our country as a living tree. A tree that was planted 250 years ago with some incredibly rich, revolutionary soil—the promises of liberty, equality, and the pursuit of happiness. But a living tree grows. A living tree faces harsh winters. A living tree gets diseased branches that have to be pruned. A living tree requires us to look at the soil and ask: Is every root getting enough water, or are some parts of the garden being left to rot?

When we look at America through the lens of faith, we are practicing what we call prophetic patriotism. We love the tree enough to pull the weeds around it.

Acknowledging the deep wounds of our society—whether it’s the crisis of homelessness on our streets, the systemic bias that still plagues our justice system, or the way we treat the environment—that isn’t un-American. It is the highest form of civic and spiritual responsibility. To love a nation is to hold it to its highest ideals.

The trouble is, the world doesn’t want us to look at the living tree. The world wants to put blinders on us. It wants to pump us full of fear and control exactly what we see.

Why? Because fear sells. Fear keeps people isolated in their tents. Fear convinces us that our neighbors are our enemies.

It is exhausting to live under that kind of cultural anxiety. It is a heavy, crushing pack to wear.

And it is precisely into that kind of exhaustion that Jesus speaks in our Gospel reading from Matthew. He looks at a crowd of people who are worn out by the demands of the world, worn out by religious systems that don’t give a damn about them, worn out by political empires that use them up, and he says:

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Now, let’s look at the details of that text. When we hear the word “yoke,” we usually think of something restrictive, a symbol of slavery or hard, lonely labor. But a yoke in the ancient world was actually a tool of partnership. A yoke was a wooden frame designed for two oxen to pull together side-by-side.

When Jesus says, “Take my yoke upon you,” he isn’t saying, “Go off and pull a heavy cart by yourself.” He is saying, “Get into the harness with me. Stop trying to carry the weight of the world on your own back. Let’s pull together.”

If America at 250 years old is an unfinished story, then you and I are called to get out of the world’s harness of cynicism and step into Christ’s yoke of justice. Prophetic patriotism means that we refuse to let our faith be locked up in the tent, and we refuse to carry the exhausting lie that things can never get better.

When the world looks at systemic poverty or the defunding of local programs and says, “Well, that’s just the way it is—it’s too heavy a problem to fix,” the church steps into the yoke. We roll up our sleeves. We know that when we pull together, the burden becomes light.

Every time we donate to a food pantry, every time we partner with local nonprofits to demand better housing and safer streets, every time we look at the immigrant and the asylum seeker, and we don’t see a political talking point—we see a child of God, a fellow traveler no different than our own ancestors who risked everything on the Mayflower because they were desperate for safety.

We bring Christ’s rest to the weary parts of our neighborhoods where the world has given up.

Church, humans are notoriously terrible at guessing what the future holds. We look at the shadows, we look at the thick smoke of political division, and we worry that the light at the end of the tunnel is just an oncoming train.

But God is really good at rewriting the future.

As we step into this 250th year of our nation, let us refuse to offer our country the cheap patriotism of blind allegiance. Let us offer it the deep, costly, beautiful gift of prophetic patriotism.

Let us be the light that shines forth love and civility when racism and misogyny rear their heads. Let us be the light of compassion and mercy when policies favor the rich at the expense of the poor. Let us keep our flags of welcome flying high, refusing to let fear dictate our gospel of radical hospitality.

This is our place. To bind up wounds. To comfort the grieving. To feed the hungry. To house the unhoused. And to proclaim the truth to the country we love, for as long as we have breath.

The weight of the next 250 years is too much for any of us to carry alone. But Christ’s yoke is easy, and Jesus’ burden is light. Let’s step into it, roll up our sleeves, and pull together. Thanks be to God. Amen.

Rev. Paul A. Whitlock, Senior Pastor at The Church of the Palms, UCC. Paul is driven by a passionate belief that faith should be active, inclusive, and deeply committed to social justice. A resident of the Southwest, he has developed a great love for the local landscape, spending his off-hours tending to his cacti, though he is just as likely to be found cheering on his favorite sports teams. This year marks a beautiful milestone for Paul and his wife, Wendy, as they celebrate 40 years of marriage. They have three grown children, a couple of very spoiled cats keeping things lively at home, and three spoiled grand-dogs.

Prophetic Patriotism: Reflecting on America at 250

by Rev. Paul A. Whitlock

As our nation approaches its 250th anniversary this July, we find ourselves inundated with grand celebrations, parades, and highly publicized spectacles. For many in progressive communities of faith, this milestone can stir complicated feelings. We are often told that patriotism means blind allegiance, uncritical praise, or aligning ourselves with whatever political philosophy currently holds power.

But as followers of a gospel rooted in justice, love, and truth-telling, we know there is a deeper, more enduring way to love our country.

True patriotism does not require us to ignore our history; rather, it demands that we face it. To love a nation is to hold it to its highest ideals. James Baldwin beautifully captured this sentiment when he wrote, “I love America more than any other country in the world, and, exactly for this reason, I insist on the right to criticize her perpetually.”

Our faith calls us to a form of prophetic patriotism. We can celebrate the profound promises of the Declaration of Independence—liberty, equality, and the pursuit of happiness—while simultaneously lamenting the ways our nation has failed, and continues to fail, to extend those promises to all people. Acknowledging the deep wounds of systemic racism, indigenous displacement, economic inequality, and environmental degradation is not un-American. It is the very definition of civic responsibility.

This Semiquincentennial, let us refuse to let our patriotism be questioned just because it is paired with a thirst for justice. We celebrate not by waving flags at partisan rallies, but by recommitting ourselves to building a more perfect union. We honor our country by feeding the hungry, welcoming the stranger, protecting the marginalized, and continuing the sacred, unfinished work of democracy.

Shalom, Paul

Rev. Paul A. Whitlock, Senior Pastor at The Church of the Palms, UCC. Paul is driven by a passionate belief that faith should be active, inclusive, and deeply committed to social justice. A resident of the Southwest, he has developed a great love for the local landscape, spending his off-hours tending to his cacti, though he is just as likely to be found cheering on his favorite sports teams. This year marks a beautiful milestone for Paul and his wife, Wendy, as they celebrate 40 years of marriage. They have three grown children, a couple of very spoiled grand-cats keeping things lively at home, and three spoiled grand-dogs.

Should worship comfort or challenge? 75/25

by Rev. Bill Utke

Perhaps you’ve heard of the 75/25 principle as it relates to worship. If not, you’re not alone—I came to it unexpectedly through an anti-racism training. But once I heard it, I found it gave me language for something I had long been trying to explain: why worship isn’t meant to be entirely comfortable or familiar. 

Some of the most powerful worship experiences of my life happened when I stepped into spaces where the music, prayers, and voices reflected not just one culture, or tradition, but many—each thread woven together into a beautiful, harmonious tapestry. That’s the vision behind the 75/25 principle: a conscious effort to make worship not only meaningful, but mutually sacrificial, and spiritually stretching. 

The 75/25 principle suggests that no one should feel more than 75% comfortable in a worship gathering. The remaining 25%—the unfamiliar song, the lyric in another language, the liturgy from a different tradition—is intentional. Even those traditional elements that may not resonate with us personally can serve a purpose. They gently nudge each of us beyond our comfort zones and into someone else’s sacred experience. 

Rather than catering to a single preference or culture, this approach cultivates a shared experience of both comfort and discomfort—a kind of holy tension where everyone is, at different moments, both host and guest. In that space, each person gives something, receives something, and encounters God in the difference. 

In practice, a worship service shaped by the 75/25 principle might: 

  • Blend gospel rhythms with traditional hymns, and perhaps introduce a Taizé chant in another language.  
  • Move between call-and-response participation and contemplative silence.  
  • Include Scripture read by voices across generations, cultures, and accents.  
  • Welcome expressions like clapping, lament, shouts of joy, or stillness—not as noise or absence, but as part of the sacred conversation.  

Why It Matters 

Worship is not simply about finding what feels right or familiar—it is about entering a sacred story together. The 75/25 principle reminds us that true worship is not always comfortable. It is transformative. It draws us closer not only to God, but to one another. 

At its best, worship becomes a meeting place—where the familiar and the unfamiliar, the personal and the communal, the earthly and the divine all come together. And in that meeting, something holy is born. 

Perhaps most importantly, this kind of worship creates space.  It makes room not only for different traditions, but for different people. And in doing so, it reflects more fully the expansive, welcoming love at the heart of God. 

Rev. William G. Utke has been ordained in the United Church of Christ since 1993. He has served congregations as Pastor and Intentional Interim Minister in Illinois, Michigan, Wisconsin, and Arizona. Since September 2021 he has served as Pastor and Teacher at Desert Garden United Church of Christ in Sun City West, AZ. He lives with is spouse, the Rev. Ann Utke, in Sun City, AZ. 

The Messiah Misunderstood: From Ancient Expectations to Modern Distortions

by Christopher Schouten

Throughout history, there has been a recurring tension between the Jesus of the Gospels and the “Messiah” people want him to be. This disconnect wasn’t just a problem in first – century Judea – it is a central struggle in modern American faith today.

The Ancient Expectation: A Lion of Judah

In biblical times, the Jewish people lived under the crushing weight of Roman occupation. Naturally, their expectations for a Messiah were shaped by their immediate suffering. They looked for:

  • A Military Conqueror: A second King David who would lead a violent revolt to overthrow Caesar.
  • Nationalistic Superiority: A leader who would restore Israel to geopolitical dominance and judge the surrounding nations.
  • Political Power: A king who would sit on a literal throne and enforce Jewish law through state power.

The Jesus we know delivered on none of those expectations.

The Reality: The Suffering Servant

Instead of a general on a white horse, they got a carpenter on a donkey. Jesus did not come to replace one earthly empire with another; he came to subvert the very concept of “empire.”

  • Power in Weakness: He chose a cross over a sword.
  • Inclusivity: He ate with the “unclean,” the tax collectors, and the enemies of the state.
  • The Upside – Down Kingdom: He taught that the last shall be first and that true greatness is found in service, not domination.

The Modern Distortion: Christian Nationalism

In modern America, we see a striking parallel to those ancient, erroneous expectations. The rise of Christian Nationalism has essentially “repainted” Jesus to fit a narrative of power, exclusivity, and domination.

The “Americanized” Jesus

This movement has traded the humble Galilean for a figure who mirrors the very Roman authorities Jesus resisted. This distorted version of Christ is used to justify:

  • The Lust for Power: The belief that Christians are entitled to control the mechanisms of the state to enforce their worldview.
  • Exclusivity: Moving away from “love your neighbor” toward a “us vs. them” mentality that marginalizes immigrants, the LGBTQ+ community, and those of other faiths.
  • Domination: Using the Gospel as a tool for cultural supremacy rather than a message of liberation for the oppressed.

By wrapping the cross in the flag, this movement attempts to turn a global message of radical love into a narrow tool for nationalistic control.

Reclaiming the Prophetic Voice

As progressive Christians, our task is not just to point out these distortions, but to actively reclaim the identity of Jesus in the public square. Here is how we can begin to shift the narrative:

1. Centering the Marginalized

Jesus consistently moved toward the edges of society. To reclaim his message, we must ensure our theology and our activism center the voices of those whom the “Empire” seeks to silence.

2. Embracing Radical Non – Violence

In a culture obsessed with “might makes right,” we must proclaim the power of sacrificial love. This means standing against policies of dehumanization and violence, even when it is politically unpopular.

3. Using Our Prophetic Voices

The prophets of the Bible didn’t just comfort the grieving; they “afflicted the comfortable.” Using our prophetic voices means speaking truth to power in the public square – whether through protest, policy advocacy, or community organizing.

4. Redefining “Kingdom” as “Kindom”

We must remind the world that the Kingdom of God is not a territory to be conquered, but a way of treating others characterized by justice, mercy, and humility. Jesus came not to dominate and rule in the traditional sense, but to create a “Kindom” where all people matter and their fundamental dignity as beloved children of God is recognized by all.

The Jesus of history was a threat to the status quo because he refused to play the game of domination. By returning to that radical, inclusive roots, we can offer a weary world a glimpse of the true Christ – the one who heals rather than hurts, and who invites all to the table instead of excluding and demonizing those who are marginalized.